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Elaine’s eyes flew open, the thoughts of the night before flowing through her head. She sat up in her bed and looked to her left, Natasha, her sister had already left for school and she was alone in the house. The clock flashed twelve on the other side of the room, had the power went out last night or did it come unplugged during the night. It wasn’t important to her anymore, her diary was more important. She flung open to an empty page and started scribbling inside it. ‘It all started when I climb out of bed yesterday. I got dressed and left for work, nothing seem out of the ordinary. Work passed slow as always and I left to

as i sit here thinking i wonder about everything and what's the truth and what's a lie i always wonder what's real what's fake what's reality what's a dream i once that you were real then i realized you were fake i once though you were reality but realized you were only a dream you faded in my memory and i never saw you again but now it seems all i think about is you where did you go and did you hear my screams what did you do and were you thinking of me did you know what happened did you even care do you remember that time do you have the memories are you asking yourself these questions why am i even doing this you

i feel as if i'm falling falling into the sky i feel peaceful yet angry i feel happy yet sad i feel alive yet dead i feel like life is nothing yet everything i feel loving yet hating i feel contradictory yet i'm making since i feel as if i don't know not knowing the future but isn't that suppose to be a mystery i feel as if i'm falling.... falling into the sky... falling upwards... into a clear blue sky

I was an angel Your angel You let me go I slipped and began my fall I didn't get a hand And my wings were ripped off I fell faster Picking up speed Here I go I hit the ground I'm no longer an angel No longer your angel I'm nothing And deserve nothing As i wait And begin to cry Tears flowing down my cheeks All i wanted was to stay your angel A feather soon falls And I look up It's a bloody wing And as it falls Another hits the ground Look "darling" you did this And I'm nothing Fog soon forms As black wings surround me He has come for me And he takes me swiftly All that is left are my two bloody wings And a fain sh

Take my hand and walk with me For I have things to tell you I don't know how it happened But I've fallen in love with you And I don't know how it's happened But as I told you And I wanted for you answer My heart began pounding Then you said I love you too My mouth formed a smile Right here, right now Nothing is impossible I wanna see your face And hold you tight Because I truly love you With all my heart Time will be the true test To see if we can withstand Don't you know that you've changed me But not in a bad way You taught me That I can truly love That I can be myself Even if it's only you I can love If I'm only ar

sitting here along in my room on my bed i'm waiting for you nothing else no one else for you are the one i love it's been a hour but seems like days then i see headlight coming from outside i run to my door open it wide for you to come in you touch my check gently and my heart flutters i grab you hand lead you toward my room climb into be wrap your arm around my waist i shiver lightly from your soft touch oh how i love you everytime we touch i just want to marry you everytime we touch i know we'll be together everytime we touch...

i wasn't to long ago when you were here standing right beside me i'd kiss you gently lick at your lips never wanting you to go then you wrapped your arms around me tight everything felt so right for once in my life i snuggled close burring my face in your neck nipping lightly at it you pull away letting go of me then you take my hand kiss the top lightly then lace your fingers in mine you pull me into your room throw me on your bed and have your way i smile taking all you have or at least what i can later that night i realize what you took my eyes snap open then i feel you behind me you haven't let me go your arm i

the day i said i love you you just said no you don't i told you again this time louder making everyone look you just stared and i turned away you grabed my shoulder took me into an deep kiss everyone just stared they all knew the truth but not a one said it they all knew of the past and what you did i was just to blind you made others cry being the heart breaker you are but i still loved you even though everyone knew was i a fool no i was just in love but everyone knew the truth you would break my heart too time passed everything was great then you didn't say "i love you" as much then you didn't hug me soon you didn

so many emotions deep inside the love the hate the sadness the heartbreak i'm so confused now it's my own fault if only i tried to control my emotions the time passes and i'm still so fucking confused what the hell is this for i think it over nothing comes of it damn it how i hate this i just wanna scream it just wouldn't help i've been this why for a while it grows everyday the more and more i talk to people i fell for you then another then another all three right there it was like a train wreak fuck it i'm done it's just to fucking much i give up nothing i do helps so FUCK IT! THIS IS THE END I'M GONE I'M DON

days have passed since these thoughs have come up it was becasue of you then you left and i started again cuts in my skin wounds pouring crimson blade fully covered its that time again were everything goes black and i fall on the bed like clock work i'll wake up in a few hours like usual time passes i'm still asleep on the bed what's wrong with me? then i finally realize i'm not going to wake up my wounds still gush crimson i died this time it wasn't like usual days pass i'm burried you realize you did it to me you run home doing the same thing i did your wounds pour crimson your eye pour tears your blade covered